The Secret

There are unspeakable things behind closed lips,

My screams and cries unheard.

A constant echo fills my ears of unbearable sounds and words.

I don’t want to hear,

“But I want to.”

Behind closed eyes my imagination wanders,

Yet reality still seeps in,

Petrifying me with unimaginable images.

This is a sin.

I keep my eyes forcefully shut but nothing will help me now,

The smell of smoke fills my lungs and strangles me like his hand.

And all the while I feel nothing at all,

A switch has clicked off in my head,

That was night I decided, I would have been better off dead.

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8 Comments Add yours

  1. Love this post! It’s amazing. Just found your blog and I have to say, your writing is beautiful and so is the format of your website. Can’t wait to read more ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. laurhan says:

      Aww thank you so much, I’m glad you like it. ๐Ÿ’–

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  2. veganclairet says:

    Wow. Beautiful and powerful!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. laurhan says:

      Thank you, I’m glad you like it.

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  3. nicolehowse says:

    Oh my gosh! I love this!

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    1. laurhan says:

      Thank you ๐Ÿ˜Š

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    1. laurhan says:

      Thank you. ๐Ÿ™‚

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